Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Who knew heartache could hurt this bad??? I miss my babies SO MUCH that I feel like I really am going to have a full blown heart attack at such a young age. My chest hurts all the time and I cant stop crying. No one should be taken from their babies unless they are hurting them, which I was never hurting my babies ever. I want to see them so bad. I feel like I am loosing every part of who I am by not being able to see them, as if I am just slowly melting away.
Point blank….my heart is dying on the inside daily to see my kids. It hurts me more than anything I have ever experienced before in my life. I think I would rather be dead than to be without ever seeing my kids. It just hurts too much. :(