Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Who knew heartache could hurt this bad??? I miss my babies SO MUCH that I feel like I really am going to have a full blown heart attack at such a young age. My chest hurts all the time and I cant stop crying. No one should be taken from their babies unless they are hurting them, which I was never hurting my babies ever. I want to see them so bad. I feel like I am loosing every part of who I am by not being able to see them, as if I am just slowly melting away.
Point blank….my heart is dying on the inside daily to see my kids. It hurts me more than anything I have ever experienced before in my life. I think I would rather be dead than to be without ever seeing my kids. It just hurts too much. 
Stephanie,
I’ve been following your blog for awhile now, and just wanted to let you know that I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I know you are hurting . . . please remember that your children still need you. And even if you are not with them now, circumstances change – you have been through so much, and you can get through this too!! You have people in your life who care about you. God loves you, and Christ will always provide a way for those who call upon Him. I will be praying for you!