Tuesday, September, 20, 2011

Today is a new day, but nothing has changed.  Everything is still the same.  I am still lonely, sad, depressed, alone, etc…. you name it.  Oh, and let us not forget…. stable and boring….   What a SAD, SAD combination!!  Geese!  I am actually in the mood TO blog, but yet I have nothing TO blog about.  How pathetic am I?  It’s good to know though that I am not the only one who looses the will to blog from time to time… (Duals).    At least knowing that makes me feel some better.   

I am sitting here, fingers on the keys, but they just aren’t moving.  They are frozen.  It’s as if my brain is frozen too.  I can’t think, I can’t type……. ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  why does this happen!!!!!!!!!!  I hate this!!!!!  When I am the slightest bit unstable, my fingers can fly like an eagle in the sky, but when I am stable, they sit like a hermit crab buried in sand.  Why me?